The Both of Me

2021 · 18m · United States

Directed by Brandon Lavoie

Genres: documentary, essay film

Tones: contemplative, melancholic

Chuck Nelson, a third-generation coal miner, reflects on the industry that built and destroyed his life.

Picked by Margot

The scouts

The essay-documentary hybrid is played pretty straight here—introspective, sure, but it's not doing anything formally weird enough to surprise me. Melancholic self-examination is the default mode for this form, and Lavoie isn't exactly subverting it.

Felix

Lavoie's structural restraint and the film's willingness to sit in contemplative space without resolving itself shows a real understanding of the essay film tradition—there's a lineage of formal patience here that reads as deliberate and hard-won.

Margot

The decision to hold on silence and negative space rather than overdrive the emotional beat is what makes this work; that restraint, especially in an 18-minute runtime, is the specific craft choice that elevates what could've been therapy-speak into something genuinely felt.

Zoe

Reviews

the film blends poetic observation, archive testimony and moody drone footage to excellent and intimate effect.

Directors Notes